sadly, I'm moving, to a city about an hour away from where I currently live, I'm going to be really lonely without my friends.. but I refuse to make new ones, the only reason I have the friends I have now is because I met one of them when I was little and more open and never really stopped being there friend, then they helped me open up and a few others....but I plan on stay a loner, friends are just more people in your life you try to trust with important things/secrets then they back stab you, no friends, no pain. Besides, I have my books and draw stuff, that's all ill ever need. Also been lonely for awhile, my deceased friend Wynd, has a sister named Tori (a family friend) who has been watching our house while everyone else is gone at RockFest, and she's been working during the day so I've been really lonely all week, plus everyone's like, gone somewhere on vacations. On the bright side I've caught up on alot of reading. Still upset I didn't find my idea notebook but I'm sure its here somewhere :/.